Sunday may15th

Hi there.
Its been a long time love hate relationship with this blog of mine.
Bila baca balik catitan n coretan yg terpahat kat sini..rasa diri ini semakin berumur dan meningkat dewasa. Ye la..last post was around 2 years ago when I was an intern. N now dah masuk 2 years jadi frp.

It's raining tonight. Setelah gejala el nino selama beberapa bulan. Alhamdulillah. Kl selangor dah selalu hujan sekarang. Siap ade banjir lagi area bangsar haritu. Habis  kereta tenggelam. Nauzubillah.

Skg ni menghitung hari utk bff Anis Nabila punya wedding. Less than 2 months from now. Mesti nervous tu. Ye lah. Nk masuk alam perkahwinan kan. I wud feel the same too kalau majlis dah dekat. Huhu

Wedding. Marriage. I have a lot of perspective n expectation in this two words especially the latter. Scared, afraid, curious, nervous. Semua pun ada lah. I wonder how 2 people can cope n live under the same roof for years happily ever after. Will there be any cheating behind or arguments. Arguments tu normal. But whilst cheating is not common back in gears masa zaman tok nenek mak ayah kita dulu..these days it wudnt be the same. And im scared by it. Traumatized is a better word I guess for me. Just thinking about it break me down. Doa byk2 minta dijauhkan.

Instead of stories. I guess this place wud be my journal instead. Since these days people dont really hold n carry around a book or diary anymore..I guess a blog wud be sufficient.

My blog my journal.

Love,
Me

A New Phase

PRP phase is OVER!!! Floating~

" YEAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! "

The ultimate feelings u felt when something bad end. This is how i feel once i handed in my logbooks around 2 months ago..kekeke~

Sumpah serious rase macam bebanan setahun jadi kuli tu terangkat..

Alhamdulillah. and Yes, i did say kuli. Tak kisahla gaji 4k(bukan gaji sebenar) sebulan, cannot match the feelings u get, the stupid foolish feeling u felt when been shooting with whole questions that when u heard, u mind went "Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa...aku tak tauuu" or rase tertindas u felt when all the work and shifts u need to fill in just because u are a fellow PRP. Tak nak retain please.

Fellow PRPs

Okay, its not fair to set aside the good side of being a prp, its not all bad~kan? Seriously, the good thing when u r a PRP is...

u get along so well with your group of PRP's..support each other,mingle and spend time together..cause they know and went through the same things as you.

 Mungkinla..the upper side will say, 

"time ni la nak belajar semua, xkanlah nanti jadi pegawai baru nak belajar" or

"PRP senang, takde tanggungjawab lagi,nanti jadi pegawai ade tanggungjawab"

saya sgtla bersetuju dengan kenyataan kedua tapi bukan pertama, learning is a lifelong process. betul tak?bukanlah nak cakap tak payah belajar sungguh2 time prp ni..tapi~ its bad to call people stupid or to scold them to bits when they dont know something. Seingat saya la..dari ape yg saya belajar kat scotland dulu.. 7 Ethics ofbeing a pharmacist, one of them is to educate newcomers, sharing knowledge and experiences. Tak tahu pulak kalau kat malaysia x praktik mende ni, and yet we say we r striving to be one of the negara maju by 2020.*smirk*

Pharmacist night 2014

okay..dah melalut plak memalam ni. Nevertheless..right now..i really hate this sentences..

"Eh, bukan dah floating ke?takkan mende ni pun tak tau?"

bley je kalau saya nk reply.. "Eh,bukan dah bertahun ke jadi pegawai, takkan recommendation pun x  tahu?" kan?

anyhow..saya minx maaf sgt2 kat memane pegawai/dah jadi pegawai yg terbaca blog ni..hanya sekadar luahan perasaan..its not like u never experience this kind of feelings.

Jamuan raya kat inpatient

Bukan ke sebelum jadi rama-rama,mesti akan jadi ulat beluncas dulu..tapi from what i observed, kebanyakan rama-rama esp those yg semakin meningkat usia ni semakin lupa dirinya juga pernah suatu ketika dahulu jadi ulat beluncas. Hopefully im not gonna be like that one day in the future..Amin..kalau umur panjang..doakan!

Moving on..

Unexpected things do happen. We just need to pray and have faith. With patient and  hope, beautiful things will come your way..one day.

Where i met my prince. ;)

To you,

Hi. im glad u found me. ;)

Just wanna let you know that...i never expect this to happen. not even in my dreams but it does..and im glad it does. Love you! ^^

Love,

Cornettoluvperhaps

Half way to you.

Ramadhan Day-13

'Oh Allah,if you see me getting further away from you,turn me to you in a beautiful way'

A wonderfull doa to practice.;)

Hari ke 13 berpuasa. Quran x sampai setengah juzuk pun lagi. Mengharapkan ramadhan kali ini jadi yg lebih baik dari sebelumnya. Bagaimana?

First year bekerja dan berpuasa. Dugaan. Keletihan bekerja,nk terawih lagi.kadang2 tak sempat terawih dah masuk alam mimpi dah pun. Kadang2 x sempat isyak,baru siap maghrib terus ZzzZzz.. Hajat di hati nak hilangkan penat tapi penat di badan sampai sahur terlena. Nasib baik ibunda kejut sahur,kalut ambil wuduk melangsaikan hutang isyak sebelum bersahur. Astaghfirullah.

Muka tahan ngantok.ZzzZ

Hmm..tempat kerja. Let see.. Store?one word to describe = secretary. Untuk para prp yg belum masuk section stor lagi. Ketahuilah yg ia adalah station yg heaven!if u do love kerja2 menaip dan kerja2 ofice girl,its perfect! And the most convenient thing is takde logbook! Ade sebenarnye cuma theres no need to fill in anything,just fill up your name..*heaven heavenheavenheaven*hee..

Ehem.berbalik kpd kisah ramadhan. Harini diberi kesempatan merasa nikmat Allah utk bernafas kat bumi. Alhamdulillah. Harini i do my best utk tidak berfikir perkara2 yg kt tak dapat or yg we miss..tak kesahla org ke or impian atau cita2,blaja bersyukur. I try my best not to think about him but instead bykkan berzikir to Him.

Org kata kalau syg macammana pun kalau bukan hak kita,we just cannot get it. Betul? Jadi bulan2 puasa ni try belajar mendidik diri utk syg orang sbb Allah. Kt mesti nak org yg kt syg msk syurga dan bukan menitip di gaung neraka kan.and i believe one day when i truly love him because of Allah, Allah will replace him with someone better. Amin. ;)

Okay.pasal cinta lagi..x sudah2.. Hee. Bear with me. Mungkin kali keseribu patah hati sebab org yang same. Sebab tu org kata first love susah nak get over with.:p

Choose wisely.

Im moving on and im moving on for good. Buka pintu hati utk terima org lain and percaya jodoh itu ketentuan ilahi.

Jadi..half way already gone.tinggal lagi separuh utk mengejar cinta ilahi. Sama2 lah kt berlumba2 utk tamatkan ramadhan ini dengan amal ibadah, akan try terawih plus solat sunat utk malam2 yg tinggal ni..inshaAllah. Doakan! ;)

Love,
Ano

So true!

Ist of ramadhan. Things are going to be better.

Ist of ramadhan.

Wondering what i shoud do today.beside sleeping obviously. 2nd week attached in store and suddenly last night we had a pillow talk session about what we shud do in the future. He's getting married and i'm being informed last week. Be it. Its not our fate to be husband n wife. Just stay calm and live the future.

My prp life will end in 2 months time. So much things to settle.stress out.

PRP HRPZII. The Gegirls.

Had sahur this morning. On the way to hospital,bumped onto somebody's bumper. Luckily just a stratch on Caroline. Need to polish her though so that the mess wont look so obvious and daddy wont start nagging. Need to keep it secret. *smirk*

As time passed by,i started to have this feeling of quiting this job. Not my passion and i dont know if i can cope well. Pay?yes its high but i dont know if its worth it.

Im just glad i had bunch of girls who as well prps' and we had so much fun eventhough the needles and pain will often come and go. 3 months from now everyone will scatter around the globe and i need to find a new bunch of people to hang out with.

Senpai words of wisdom

As senpai said,people come and go..only those who stay around are those people who can accept you for who you are. Appreciate them and you will be appreciated.

Too much random thoughts. Haha.

Bye.

Love,
Ben n jerry.

LOve vs MArriage

Senpai dah selamat akad nikah!!.. *kepuk kepang kepuk kepang* bunyik kompang..hikhik
Its been a long journey and a long last friendship. Tahniah senpai.

So, one more good guy dalam hidupku dah selamat akad nikah. Alhamdulillah. Sekarang tinggal lagi 2 orang. sorang kawan baik since kawan sekolah menengah sorang lagi kawan sejak daku berumur 18?. bile nak dapat berita gembira dari dua orang nih..hehe

Marriage.

InshaAllah kalau ade jodoh ade la. Bukan ke Allah dah tetapkan siapa jodoh kita from the day kita ditiupkan roh lagi. So, tak timbul isu terlepas pandang, tak perasan ataupun jual mahal kan?

These past few months banyak sangat duduk memikirkan bab2 cinta dan kehidupan ni. Susah. Just go with the flow. Apa yang dah lepas biarkan ia berlalu. Apa yang salah jadikan pengajaran dan apa yang baik jadikan ia sebagai a good memories.

Banyak lagi perkara yang perlu difocuskan dalam kehidupan ni. Tak guna jugak memikirkan perkara yang tak kan bertandang. ibarat menunggu bintang jatuh ke riba. which is sangat mustahil kecuali pada hari kiamat. btul tak?.

Cakap pasal jodoh, Senpai kata aku terlampau memikirkan pasal crush aku tu (ex crush currently) sampai tak nampak orang lain. Yup, i got to agree on that. kelabu mata2 sampai heartbroken tahap mega. Bila pikir2 balik, rase nak lempang diri sendiri pun ada. haha.

So into somebody pun tak bagus jugak. It took you away from Allah which is the rightful owner of you, your heart body and soul. Its a no no. Bercinta pun kena berpada-pada and open your eyes and mind.

Laju je merepek harini..haha.

Right. So, selamat pengantin baru senpai. Doakan aku dapat jodoh yg baik jugak and tak terlepas pandang dah org sekeliling..;p hehe

Love,
Ben&Jerry

Let it go~ 2months and counting.

I don't know at whom to utter this strange mixed feelings of mine..so please bear with me for this little one.

This is me and my love story. (love la kot?)

Dear dairy,

The first moment we met each other is the moment that always confused me,

What you did to make me fell for you is a big mystery,

And how the feelings last is another puzzled for me to solve,

I just knew that i like you just by you being you.

Seeing you being hurt by someone else makes me feel sad,

seeing you broken hearted is what hurts me the most,

i wish i could be your pills that you can take,

to ease the pain away if i may,

even if its just for a little while.

i thought what i did and what we share give you a moment of joy,

and time free from her memories. 

but each time we are not talking or meeting up with each other,

i know her photos is what you seek in your phone

and her post what fill you up each morning

I tried to be better, i tried to be patient,

i tried to make you mine,

but i know its impossible not matter what i do

or no matter what we did.

Honestly,

i kinda miss the moment we spend text-ing each other,

or the silence moment we had in the car undeciding where to go for a date,

or whether to eat or not to eat,

or the moment you seems lost in between.

i miss the moment you ask me to wear something nice just to take selfies,

or asking me where i wanna go just to take me there,

i miss the moment each time we passed by the kl night view, you'll say the same thing over and over again.

i miss your childish side,

i miss being childish when i'm with you. 

And i'm truly sorry,

for what we did.

if i seems too dependent when i'm with you..trust me,its just to seek your attention

if i'm being too silence, i'm too shy to say i love this moment of having you just by myself

if i'm being too pushy, its just a way to test your irritation limit towards me

One way or another,

i always knew there is never 'us' in your life

and my wishes and dreams would never come true.

Those harsh words you said to keep me in distance,

To banned me from your life so that we stop doing things that we gonna regret,

i know that what you did, you did for our good.

I dont blame you.

i just blaming myself,

for deciding to be your pills

when i'm not sure what your remedies really are.

For things we did, for all the good memories we share, i dont know if you still have them. Let just hope we will never encounter each other again. They say the snow always melt when the heat come.

-Miss Jco-

A memo to oneself.

Seungkap kata.

2014.i'm still struggling with my prp life. this gonna be my 3rd month doing my prp (provisionally registered pharmacist) or also known as pharmacist-in-training but i'm still in the middle of adapting myself to those stressful life and a mixture of negative and positive environment.

Friday. 2.57am

Terlintas di fikiran. Mati itu pasti tapi mengapa manusia masih sibuk dengan hal duniawi. Tertusuk kepada diri sendiri. Ya, bekerja dengan niat kerana Allah Taala. setiap hari begitukah?Jika begitu mengapa al-quran tidak dibelek setiap hari atau mengapa kerja tidak ikhlas dan hanya sambil lewa? mulut berkata-kata perkara yang tidak elok. 

sometimes people forgets that "Mati" itu janji Allah.setiap manusia pasti mati. setiap manusia itu ada dosanya. no need to point fingers at people aorund you. cukuplah nilai diri sendiri dahulu. As for me, i know my sins sangat banyak. tak terkira butir pasir di pantai. ada dosa kecil ada dosa besar. kadang-kadang terdetik pada diri sendiri, kenapa masih belum mahu taubat nasuha. kadang-kadang kita tak perasan hati kita ni semakin hari semakin gelap warnanya, semakin pudar sinaran hidayahnya. kita pernah paksa diri untuk belajar, kenapa kita tak paksa diri untuk bertaubat?

Love. Sweet but can be poisonous. we tend to do nonsense things for this one word.Things might begin with sweet moments but ends with a regret. 

Sigh. 

Bismillahitawakkaltualallah. 

Untuk awak, i wish you all the best things in the worls, dunia dan akhirat.

Mungkin dah tertulis kat atas sana that there is no 'us'.

Love,

cornettoluvperhaps.

Friends over family.

Me gonna graduate tomorrow!.Yeay!!.. The moment the robe and the hood passed to me in the university centre, i felt that tingling excitement all over. Cant believe all those 4 years of learning was over and i'd be only one steps away of becoming a pharmacist! something that i never dream of when i was young, oopss..young-ER actually..hihi..

So, pre-graduation photoshoot took place this evening. WHY did i joined the photoshoot was the sole question that've been inside my head all the time during the photoshoot. i even cried inside. What the hell was i doing. All with their own families and taking pictures. i even wish i was invisible. Me holding my own camera, unable to call my friend's name to ask them to take my picture. Stood still pretending to be busy.***cried***..oh my..pathetic! i even felt sorry for myself. uh-huh..

I don't know how to face tomorrow. i'm so gonna go shopping therapy after graduation tomorrow. I'm not gonna bother taking too much pictures cause no one even care. i really hate this self-sorry feeling..omggg..

Friends over family? i'm so gonna kill myself if i ever did that. No one should prioritized friends over their family, so, i understand why i'm being left alone.*being so emotional i dont know what to feel anymore*

Sigh. i'm pouring this heartbroken feeling of mine into an entry.
To those who are graduating, Happy graduating peeps! To those who aren't, no rush, you gonna one day. ;)

Love,
cornettoluvperhaps.

Midnight crisis!

Mata leka menonton cerita Heroes season 4 tatkala tangan laju menyenduk adunan laksam ke dalam mangkuk steamer. Senduk, tutup dan putar timer. 5 minit 10 minit berlalu..Diri sendiri hanyut dalam cerita yang ditonton. Tiba-tiba.....

TEET TEET TEET TEET TEET!!!!!
Nyaring bunyi penggera tanpa henti menggegarkan seluruh rumah. Mata terus terpaku ke arah steamer. "Alarm detect haba ke ape ni?" Risau.

Masyitah yang sedang tidur tersentap. Daku berlari-lari tak tentu arah tak tahu apa yang perlu dibuat. Tekan button sana, tutup suis sini. "Bunyi dekat buzzer ni..ade orang kat bawah tekan ke?". Blank.

Masing-masing bersiap pantas. "Mungkin fire alarm ni ". Keluar pintu. Kosong. Only us?

Steamer buat laksam..

Kaki laju menuju ke tingkat bawah. Tombol pintu utama dipulas. Punat buzzer rumah ditekan lantas bunyi yang memecahkan kesuyian malam tanpa henti tadi senyap membisu. Punat buzzer dilepaskan.

TEET TEET TEET TEET!!!

Ditekan semula. Senyap.

Sah buzzer rosak.

Nasib baik ada button OFF buzzer tu kat rumah and luckily we found it fast. Kalau tak i don't know what we had done. In the middle of the night.

Alhamdulillah syukur Allah permudahkan urusan kami berdua malam ni tatkala tiada insan untuk membantu.

Love,
Cornettoluvperhaps.

Attention or intention?

Have you ever been in a situation where you really want someone to notice you over somebody else or paying more attention to what you did more than her/him? Have you? Hehe..don't get me wrong..most of us normal people experience this feeling right.. doesnt matter if they are your parents or teachers or friends you are seeking the attention from..but  let's face it..the one we seek is usually the one we have interest in..kan?

This is yet another post of mine that i should categorised as random thought.. my mind suddenly blurt out(okay,not a good verb to use >.<) this topic and thus tadaaa.. the late morning entry..^^

I went for trips, i observed, i talked to and most importantly,i've been there..on that road but this time, its someone else.hihi

You just knew it when someone make it so obvious that he has a crush on somebody, and does everything he could to get her attention..a bit childish sometime but should i say in an innocence way? The way i see, i saw 2 guys falling for the same girl. The first guy is so obvious to bits, the second one is not so, perhaps just being gentleman.

Lake district, bowness pier.

Interesting. Okay, dah macam buat analisa pulak kan..hehe..but something is definitely going on here..i cant assume..let us just wait and see whats gonna happened okay.

Ketibaan orang glasgow di lake district!..hehe

Alright, enough about them. Its 2 weeks plus till i reach and walk on the earth of my bloodshed (tak tahu jugak what i really mean here, but just bear with me okay). Yesterday we went to a national park in England.it was hot and sunny!  Seriously hot! I got sun burns..T.T btw, it was 21'C..around that temp. and no wind..

Candid!..la sangat..;p

We row a boat for almost 2 hours. It was awesome and fun and yeayyy my dream came trueeee..i wish to go kayak-ing before going back to malaysia and i did! Awesome!! The scenery was daebak, the water was blue, the lake view was awesomely pretty and the people on the boat were my besties..except for the boys..they were not my besties yet..hihi

Row row row your boat!!..our boat! ;D

It's our turn to row..and incik amir promote tortilla nampakk..

Then, we ate ice cream, went for a walk, rode a bus to grasmere and went back to windermere. Have a short picnic without food at the shore, playing stone-seasurface-throwing (i totally made up this name >.<) and took the train back to glasgow. It was fun and exciting!! Wish we had stayed for couple of days..

Picnic-ing

Lake district is such a big place visit and so much things to see and do.

I reaallly wanna go in~~..maybe next timee

 Subuh dah masuk, i need to pray and wish you have a good night sleep peeps.

Love,
Donut J.co

Random thoughts.

Okay..sedang-sedang daku study CPP ni, (clinical pharmacology and prescribing) tiba-tiba terdetik nak tulis blog. Biasala kan, norma pelajar mengulangkaji pelajaran, ade je tiba-tiba menda yang nak dibuatnya..huhu

Jadi, coretan kali ini adalah mengenai perkara yang biasanya kita nampak dan ponder tapi hanya untuk sekejap je. Tak ambil tindakan lanjut apatah lagi memikirkan sesuatu itu dengan lebih lanjut.

First thing,

Bersalam-salaman antara lelaki dan perempuan.
Sekarang kat tv atau kat mana2 event sekalipun, even walhal seorang muslimah itu bertudung sekali pun, dia tetap akan menghulurkan tangannya untuk bersalaman dengan lelaki. Betul?anda penah nampak ni? Kalau dapat bersalaman dengan artis lagi la..bukan main gembira lagi..Salah?

Skinny jeans/seluar
Trend pakaian sekarang. Even dakuu pun pernah pakai seluar ni. Terikut-terikut dengan perkembangan semasa gamaknya. Padahal tahu mende itu salah. Nauzubillahminzalik. Berdoa agar dilindungi Allah dari memakainya di luar lagi, dalam rumah takpa.Tudung dah tersarung cantik di kepale tapi kaki? Mengucap panjang kalau parents kita nampak anak-anak dia jalan macam tak pakai apa2 kat kaki..betul? Bukan sahaja perempuan. Lelaki pun sama. Lelaki yang auratnya dari bawah pusat hingga bawah lutut tu kalau pakai skinny jeans and baju ketat pendek, rasa-rasanya terdedah tak auratnya?Aurat bukan sahaja pada nampaknya kulit tetapi juga susuk bentuk tubuhnya. Got what i mean? Minta ampun kalau imaginasi anda mencecah level PG18.

Betudung litup, ber T-shirt lengan pendek
Entah mengapa cukup sakit mata daku melihat pemandangan sebegini.

Budak-budak yang melanggar peraturan sekolah dianggap 'cool'
Fenomena sebegini ku anggap pelik. Banyak cerita-cerita jepun dan korea sebenarnya yang mencorakkan pemahaman sebegini. Sering kita lihat dalam drama ataupun movie, budak-budak nakal yang melanggar peraturan sekolah dikagumi oleh orang lain kerana ke'cool'ness nya dan budak nerd yang suka belajar hanyala menjadi teachers'-pet dan memegang watak pe'report' dan menyusahkan orang lain. Tapi, adakah ini realiti?Anda kalau memerlukan pertolongan adakah anda cari seorang gengster sekolah ataupun seorang yang tampak beredukasi?

Movie dekat astro tak ditapis
Ini sangat bahaya..Tolongla tapis adegan-adegan yang tak senonoh di astro lagi-lagi movie-movie bahasa inggeris yang kadangkala levelnya boleh mencapai tahap level dah kahwin baru boleh tengok.

Barang-barang baik lagi mahal
Alangkah indahnya dunia kalau barang-barang lagi berkualiti lagi murah dari barang kurang berkualiti. Angan-angan semata.

Okay, ni je kot..nanti panjang-panjang macam-macam pulak yang pelik-pelik keluar. Haha.
Hashtag: Random thoughts. ;p

Lagu on replay masa mencoret rentetan fikiran ini : Afghan- Bawalah Cintaku

May Allah leads us towards the route to Jannah.
Sama-samalah kita memperbaiki diri. Amin.

Sincerely,
Donut J.Co

Preview on 2013.

I really wanna make a post on how 2013 have been good to me so far but all these assignment dues and upcoming exam just wont let me. Gomen. =(

So, i'm just gonna make a preview with these so that when its time to write,hopefully i wont forget or become too lazy to make the post..eheh!..;p

1st up. Our skating pic.

Ice skating.

Glasgow had been colder and colder as it approaching January and February early this year. So, sebagai budak baru nk belajar ice-skating, super exited nak try sport ni. The Outdoor ice-rink lagi la membuatkan dup dap je hati ni time nk skate. All the eyes on you when you fell on the floor, but then sape kisah kan as long as you had fun..;p

2nd picture!

Make face..;o

 Oh oh..whats with the pic? Mengape ade orang atas stage?Hihi.. this is the 2nd or the 3rd rehearsal tak igt but things are getting better and better with the preparation of the awesome malaysian night. Betul la kata orang tua2 practise makes perfect. ;)
Next one,

Recognize this step?

We were practicing one of the legendary dance step in music industry! Seriously tak tahu kenape lagu tu menjadi kegilaan ramai bila the dance was just........(-.-) oh well, lain orang lain preference.

This was the Dance!

The night!

Finally, the dance!.nervous terpancar kat muka masing2 but we smartly covered it with a smile. Tehee.. Glad we can show what malaysia was like. Full of colours!..;)
NExt~~

Kat mane ni rasanya? ;)

We are all set!.. ;D

Tau dak kat mana ni?..

Next picture~

Ketibaan doctor to be.;)

 Kak mira in Glasgow~..Weewit~..kitorang bawak kak mira menjelajah glasgow~~..Had a really fun time. masak2 jalan2..hilang stress kejap..hihi

1st house build in glasgow.

Taking a stroll at Loch Lomond.

Scary edinburgh.

The next event..Who's birthday was it?..Ce teka..

Holding the cake. 

Birthday boy..hihi

We are going somewhere. Could you guess where to?

Those boots were ready to stroll the streets!

Jiran~~.. ;)

My favourite! .;D On 1st of March..we all ate out and tadaaa~~... Well, i'm all grown up. 4 years pass 20 really make me felt~~~just.........happy!! .;) Age is just a number after all.;)

 So~..that's it! All the best for the upcoming exam minna-sama..;)
Till next post.
Annyeong!  \(^.^)/

2012 Recap. ;)

Been way too long since i had my blog updated. I have this post written some time ago but haven't had the time to patched up the pic and words together.Sigh..
All these datelines ad coming exams just trigger me to waver back into my past life that felt just like yesterday. How fast time passed. So, on this sunny and snowy Sunday, i make up my mind to finish this up before studying my OSCE exam this Thursday..^^ So, these were the events that happened.

Let see..what happened in the year 2012?ehemm..still in imu..hehe
awal 2012, February camtu me and my geng <--- fuiyoohh..geng!..hehe..okay2..seyes2..me and the rest of pharmacist batch p110 abes imuuuu..merdeka for the next 3 months..duduk rumah..pindah rumah..seyesly a week before fly my family n me pindah ke rumah baru..nk tengok kecik ke besar rumah ktorang..hehehe..rahsia!..;p p/s:dapat bunny baruu..

4 ekor bunny~

Bunny belajar melompat..XD

In April, wajadiri peringkat kebangsaan yang berlangsung di negeri sembilan..sikin took part in one category which named sepasang pisau kalau tak silap and she won first!!..*percik2 bunga api*..congrats sikinnn..;DD

Our pesilat pisau terbaik 2012!.. ;D

May was the month we graduated..first phase je la..bukan graduate betul2 pun..kire macam separuh graduate la sekarang ni...lagi separuh kena tunggu abes kat strathclyde dulu..^^

Graduation 1st phase.

Then, 3 of June 2012..Hi scotland~~..^^..sape nanges time fly angkat tangan!!..hehe..Time fly sangat sikit masa di spent dengan family..sume benda rushing..T.T..*menanges dalam hati je* thanks to those yang menghantar, dari jauh n dekat..love ya!

They whom sent me at the airport. Much thanks!..;D

Hugging my mum. ;)

Hugging my dad. 'Jgn tinggal smyg kat sane'.. baik abah!..;D

Even my manager came. with presents lagi..hihi..Love you sir~..^^

And my besties!!..miss you girls..Love muah2!!..;D

Then, summer class..June 2012 till early september 2012, packed macam sardin..sangat packed and of course ade je yang tertido time kelass..tersengguk-sengguk pun ye..hehe..macam2 kejadian during the summer class..jadual last minit tukar..kelas pharmacy practise 3 and the exams agak mencemaskan..alhamdulillah sume dah berakhir..

My batchmates since IMU..;)

Then, summer class..June 2012 till early september 2012, packed macam sardin..sangat packed and of course ade je yang tertido time kelass..tersengguk-sengguk pun ye..hehe..macam2 kejadian during the summer class..jadual last minit tukar..kelas pharmacy practise 3 and the exams agak mencemaskan..alhamdulillah sume dah berakhir..

Then, Beginning of July was the time our senior graduating..miss them already, all the warmth welcoming they did for us..ade yg nanges time dorang nk balik malaysia..i wonder who..you know who you are kan..hikhik..

Our loving seniors!

Dont worry..We are here to serve you senior!..hehe

Amek aura bakal2 pharmacist..hihi

Early september..our first trip dekat cni..trip tak nak dekat, jauh ke hujung eropah perginye..*cough cough*..Hi turkey and greece~~..our first trip here and spend almost and probably over 1000gbp..*semua buat mata terbeliak pehlis*..that's what we did spend for london-istanbul-samos-mykonos-santorini-edinburgh-glasgow...

Santorini, Greece, i really love this!

Kusadasi, Turkey..^^

Early October, guess who came to irelandd!!..our heart-throbbing adik..hehehe..anis sambung buat final year project dia dekat Queens University of ireland..so, we went to ireland to meet this lovely friend of ours..^^
Sempat buat day trip lagi..sejuk kan ireland time tu..menggigil2..

Yana excited men air.hehe

Just Us.

Need directionS?..we are here to help..

In october, sem baru started, dah start satu kelas dengan budak local..*dupdapdupdap*nervesssss...lagi2 kalau time workshop and IPL which is memang takk boleh nak elak bersemuka dengan dak2 local..mereka sangat cantik n hensem okehh..*tercabut jantung kejap*..tapi asian pun cantik jugakk..hihi..

Middle of october..heartbroken?..teett~~...time ni emosi tak stabil..to those yang daku tarik2 selimut nak tumpang tido or bercerita atau calling2 skyping2..those means alot to me..you guys filled my heart with your lovee..*okay, touching sgt nih but bears with this please cause its true..^^*

November..raya!!..yeayyy!!..raya haji la tapinyaa..hikhik..oh..lupe nk masukkan raya aidilfitri dalam timeline kat atas..*abaikan boleh?buat muka comel* raya haji time autumn..suke!!..;D We celebrated raya haji dengan sangat meriah bersama2 around 70 orang classmates ktorang..(openhauuusss)..hehe..sangat meriah!!..^^..ramai puji masakan sambal masterchep masyitah..siap mintak resepi lagii..^^*

Autumn is just pretty and awesome!!..;D

Here we are enjoying life on Eid!..;)

End of november..Notts GAme!!..i didn't manage to make an entry about this event..but seriously this is one of the highlights of 2012..for me of course..;) walaupun ktorang tak berjaya masuk ke separuh akhir pun, but we did enjoy the matchesssssssss..<--- see the 'ssssss'..ini nak highlightkan betapa banyakknye games ktorang men..nak tahu berapa?..6. .....okay..6 je punn..tapi 6 ni ktorang men tanpa ade pemain simpanan tahuu...and we are not athletes yang hari2 berlari kat padang..3 dari pemain adalah student pharmacy yang dimana jika tiada apa2 aktiviti, kami memanaskan badan di bawah comforter dan bukan berlari keliling padang..lagi 2 pemain adalah budak engineering yang mungkin dua darab lima...lagi 2 player berjiwa athlete tapi mungkin jwanya sahaja..hehe..*gurauan semata2..jgn marahh*..out of 6, we win 2 matches, 1 draw, 3 loses.but what most important is we had fun!!Lots!

The Aces!..ecewaahh..2nd line Aces la..XD

Go strath!

Love the jersey.

Here's your Malaysian Strathclyde netball team..

Strathclyde-Nottingham pharmacist student. with the addition of 4 doctors to be.

Early december,highland trip bersama aizud and syahril ..(seperti entry yang sebelum ini)

Museum?..nope~..hihi

A day trip visiting glasgow landmark.;)

With the backview of a castle ruins.

Middle of December (16-19 of Dec)...winter trippppp..;DDD

 'Naimah, Masyitah, Yana, Farah, Diana, Zamir were here in Spain'

Complete!!..;D

Here we were berbackgroundkan lautan atlantic. ;)

Nanti sape2 pegi La alhambra, Alcazaba,Gibratar ke, laut antartica ke, watch out for this sentence..ce carik kat mana2..kat celah2 batu tepi laut ke..hehehe..*vandalisme kat batu tak salah kan*..we went there for 4 days 3 nights under Perantau Holidays.Fun..ramai jumpa kawan brunei baru..hehe

bersantai di malaga's alcazaba

superb building don't you think so?

i'm in spain!!..;D

bersama our motivated tour guides..;D

After spain, we went to liverpool and manchester before balik glasgow..Liverpool and manchester, pegi jenguk2 tangkap gambar kat stadium..hujan2 pun men redah jugak..demi sekeping gambar depan stadium manchester united..liverpool fc and stadium biru lagi satu kat manchester..

Liverpool!!..You'll never walk alone!..;D

Manchester United. Go Go Glory Man u..;D

A day after samai kat glasgow, turun london pulak..agm silat punya pasall...tapi bagus jugak sebb boleh kenal adik2 silat yang ade di sekitar eropah..berjalan2 bersama2 mereka..menghabeskan masa dan duet di london..*kesat air mata laju mengalir*..

Juniors from ireland..

London's lover on your right hand side..hehe

Middle of December..sambut birthday peah beramai2..penat tau nk buat kek checkered kek ni..dari pagi sampay ke petang sampai ke malam baru siap..huhu..

Glaswegians!!..;D

Perhatikan muka gembira birthday girl..hehe

Presenting~~.The cake!!..jajang~~..

End of december, back in glasgow, dalam bilik and berhibernasi sampai la 2013 menjelma..hikhik..what a blessing year 2012 was. Alhamdulillah syukur atas segala perancangan-Nya..

2013 insyaAllah gonna be another great year and hopefully there would be a fantastic lineup events ahead..29th of march and 26th of september dah kena book..tinggal carik baju je nih..hijau muda corak2 silver untuk this year september..mane nak cekau ni..takpa2..ada lagi beberapa bulan untuk survey2 sekitar europe..hihi..

Till next post..
Sayonara..;)