Friends over family.

Me gonna graduate tomorrow!.Yeay!!.. The moment the robe and the hood passed to me in the university centre, i felt that tingling excitement all over. Cant believe all those 4 years of learning was over and i'd be only one steps away of becoming a pharmacist! something that i never dream of when i was young, oopss..young-ER actually..hihi..

So, pre-graduation photoshoot took place this evening. WHY did i joined the photoshoot was the sole question that've been inside my head all the time during the photoshoot. i even cried inside. What the hell was i doing. All with their own families and taking pictures. i even wish i was invisible. Me holding my own camera, unable to call my friend's name to ask them to take my picture. Stood still pretending to be busy.***cried***..oh my..pathetic! i even felt sorry for myself. uh-huh..

I don't know how to face tomorrow. i'm so gonna go shopping therapy after graduation tomorrow. I'm not gonna bother taking too much pictures cause no one even care. i really hate this self-sorry feeling..omggg..

Friends over family? i'm so gonna kill myself if i ever did that. No one should prioritized friends over their family, so, i understand why i'm being left alone.*being so emotional i dont know what to feel anymore*

Sigh. i'm pouring this heartbroken feeling of mine into an entry.
To those who are graduating, Happy graduating peeps! To those who aren't, no rush, you gonna one day. ;)

Love,
cornettoluvperhaps.

Midnight crisis!

Mata leka menonton cerita Heroes season 4 tatkala tangan laju menyenduk adunan laksam ke dalam mangkuk steamer. Senduk, tutup dan putar timer. 5 minit 10 minit berlalu..Diri sendiri hanyut dalam cerita yang ditonton. Tiba-tiba.....

TEET TEET TEET TEET TEET!!!!!
Nyaring bunyi penggera tanpa henti menggegarkan seluruh rumah. Mata terus terpaku ke arah steamer. "Alarm detect haba ke ape ni?" Risau.

Masyitah yang sedang tidur tersentap. Daku berlari-lari tak tentu arah tak tahu apa yang perlu dibuat. Tekan button sana, tutup suis sini. "Bunyi dekat buzzer ni..ade orang kat bawah tekan ke?". Blank.

Masing-masing bersiap pantas. "Mungkin fire alarm ni ". Keluar pintu. Kosong. Only us?

Steamer buat laksam..

Kaki laju menuju ke tingkat bawah. Tombol pintu utama dipulas. Punat buzzer rumah ditekan lantas bunyi yang memecahkan kesuyian malam tanpa henti tadi senyap membisu. Punat buzzer dilepaskan.

TEET TEET TEET TEET!!!

Ditekan semula. Senyap.

Sah buzzer rosak.

Nasib baik ada button OFF buzzer tu kat rumah and luckily we found it fast. Kalau tak i don't know what we had done. In the middle of the night.

Alhamdulillah syukur Allah permudahkan urusan kami berdua malam ni tatkala tiada insan untuk membantu.

Love,
Cornettoluvperhaps.

Attention or intention?

Have you ever been in a situation where you really want someone to notice you over somebody else or paying more attention to what you did more than her/him? Have you? Hehe..don't get me wrong..most of us normal people experience this feeling right.. doesnt matter if they are your parents or teachers or friends you are seeking the attention from..but  let's face it..the one we seek is usually the one we have interest in..kan?

This is yet another post of mine that i should categorised as random thought.. my mind suddenly blurt out(okay,not a good verb to use >.<) this topic and thus tadaaa.. the late morning entry..^^

I went for trips, i observed, i talked to and most importantly,i've been there..on that road but this time, its someone else.hihi

You just knew it when someone make it so obvious that he has a crush on somebody, and does everything he could to get her attention..a bit childish sometime but should i say in an innocence way? The way i see, i saw 2 guys falling for the same girl. The first guy is so obvious to bits, the second one is not so, perhaps just being gentleman.

Lake district, bowness pier.

Interesting. Okay, dah macam buat analisa pulak kan..hehe..but something is definitely going on here..i cant assume..let us just wait and see whats gonna happened okay.

Ketibaan orang glasgow di lake district!..hehe

Alright, enough about them. Its 2 weeks plus till i reach and walk on the earth of my bloodshed (tak tahu jugak what i really mean here, but just bear with me okay). Yesterday we went to a national park in England.it was hot and sunny!  Seriously hot! I got sun burns..T.T btw, it was 21'C..around that temp. and no wind..

Candid!..la sangat..;p

We row a boat for almost 2 hours. It was awesome and fun and yeayyy my dream came trueeee..i wish to go kayak-ing before going back to malaysia and i did! Awesome!! The scenery was daebak, the water was blue, the lake view was awesomely pretty and the people on the boat were my besties..except for the boys..they were not my besties yet..hihi

Row row row your boat!!..our boat! ;D

It's our turn to row..and incik amir promote tortilla nampakk..

Then, we ate ice cream, went for a walk, rode a bus to grasmere and went back to windermere. Have a short picnic without food at the shore, playing stone-seasurface-throwing (i totally made up this name >.<) and took the train back to glasgow. It was fun and exciting!! Wish we had stayed for couple of days..

Picnic-ing

Lake district is such a big place visit and so much things to see and do.

I reaallly wanna go in~~..maybe next timee

 Subuh dah masuk, i need to pray and wish you have a good night sleep peeps.

Love,
Donut J.co