Ist of ramadhan. Things are going to be better.

Ist of ramadhan.

Wondering what i shoud do today.beside sleeping obviously. 2nd week attached in store and suddenly last night we had a pillow talk session about what we shud do in the future. He's getting married and i'm being informed last week. Be it. Its not our fate to be husband n wife. Just stay calm and live the future.

My prp life will end in 2 months time. So much things to settle.stress out.

PRP HRPZII. The Gegirls.

Had sahur this morning. On the way to hospital,bumped onto somebody's bumper. Luckily just a stratch on Caroline. Need to polish her though so that the mess wont look so obvious and daddy wont start nagging. Need to keep it secret. *smirk*

As time passed by,i started to have this feeling of quiting this job. Not my passion and i dont know if i can cope well. Pay?yes its high but i dont know if its worth it.

Im just glad i had bunch of girls who as well prps' and we had so much fun eventhough the needles and pain will often come and go. 3 months from now everyone will scatter around the globe and i need to find a new bunch of people to hang out with.

Senpai words of wisdom

As senpai said,people come and go..only those who stay around are those people who can accept you for who you are. Appreciate them and you will be appreciated.

Too much random thoughts. Haha.

Bye.

Love,
Ben n jerry.

LOve vs MArriage

Senpai dah selamat akad nikah!!.. *kepuk kepang kepuk kepang* bunyik kompang..hikhik
Its been a long journey and a long last friendship. Tahniah senpai.

So, one more good guy dalam hidupku dah selamat akad nikah. Alhamdulillah. Sekarang tinggal lagi 2 orang. sorang kawan baik since kawan sekolah menengah sorang lagi kawan sejak daku berumur 18?. bile nak dapat berita gembira dari dua orang nih..hehe

Marriage.

InshaAllah kalau ade jodoh ade la. Bukan ke Allah dah tetapkan siapa jodoh kita from the day kita ditiupkan roh lagi. So, tak timbul isu terlepas pandang, tak perasan ataupun jual mahal kan?

These past few months banyak sangat duduk memikirkan bab2 cinta dan kehidupan ni. Susah. Just go with the flow. Apa yang dah lepas biarkan ia berlalu. Apa yang salah jadikan pengajaran dan apa yang baik jadikan ia sebagai a good memories.

Banyak lagi perkara yang perlu difocuskan dalam kehidupan ni. Tak guna jugak memikirkan perkara yang tak kan bertandang. ibarat menunggu bintang jatuh ke riba. which is sangat mustahil kecuali pada hari kiamat. btul tak?.

Cakap pasal jodoh, Senpai kata aku terlampau memikirkan pasal crush aku tu (ex crush currently) sampai tak nampak orang lain. Yup, i got to agree on that. kelabu mata2 sampai heartbroken tahap mega. Bila pikir2 balik, rase nak lempang diri sendiri pun ada. haha.

So into somebody pun tak bagus jugak. It took you away from Allah which is the rightful owner of you, your heart body and soul. Its a no no. Bercinta pun kena berpada-pada and open your eyes and mind.

Laju je merepek harini..haha.

Right. So, selamat pengantin baru senpai. Doakan aku dapat jodoh yg baik jugak and tak terlepas pandang dah org sekeliling..;p hehe

Love,
Ben&Jerry